poetsunitedofallages

Loneliness my painful friend leeching away on my e  m  o  t  i  o  n  s I need you the tool of insanity to find me and abandon me Internalizing your GREED to control me I find us BURNING each other Never to hesitate to >S>T>R>I>K>E me s u p e r f l u o u s l y and p.r.e.c.i.s.e Twisting me in knots when you caress me and p-u-l-l me to tears I despise you but need you to complete me in darkness

I don't know what to think sometimes I can feel so lost and yet so sure at the same time I feel so right in his arms but apart things never feel right I remember so much good And yet I remember so much bad Do I just long to be held? No, that can't be right though I thought every night about how I wanted his arms around me Or was that just me missing the last person that made me feel loved? My mind is so confused Things become so clear when he is close But with him next to me Clearly so far form thinking about me I wonder about things Is this how love is? There have been ups and downs We seem to go in circles Yet, we don't Nothing is always ex